I continue to be free of any suicidal ideation. I am changing. Life is changing. I am still stuggling with my depression and anxiety, but I am fighting it like I never have. The situation with my ex was a minor blip in my journey. I have worked through it and am able to move past it and continue moving forward. I have been putting my trust in the universe and I encourage others to do the same. I am strong. I am moving forward. My life is full of beauty and abundance (even when things are rough). There is no reason for hate or sadness. It is time for me to let go. It is time for the next step in my journey. It is time to go inward. It is time to believe. Love from here on out. No hate for him. No hate for anyone. Life is good and beautiful. I have happiness within me. I am the only person in charge of my destiny. I am done, fully and completely, hating myself.