I have been attempting to fit into a world I don’t belong. I have those who hate me running through my mind constantly. Last night I almost did it, but instead ate I ate a ton of junk food and feel utterly sick this morning. My chest hurts from the pain of loneliness.

I am making plans now. One way or the other I cannot stay here any longer. I may pack up my bags and jump on a flight never to return. I may jump in my car and travel as far as I can go or I may take a hundred pills and sleep for eternity. Whatever I decide, it is time for me to go.