Skip to content
  • Depression Over the Years and the Remedies I have tried
  • Depression, Family Dynamics, and Hope for the Future
  • Acceptance of Something…
  • Being Me
  • Consistency is not my Forte
  • Feeling Sorry for Myself and Celebrity Suicide
  • Today I Want to Die
  • Working through it
  • Trusting the Universe. A Time for Letting Go
  • To the New Woman
  • Can’t Cope, but Coping
  • She is Dying and I want to Die
  • Walking My Path
  • Suicide Sanctuary
  • Depression, Dating, Exercise, and Doing It All Wrong
  • Helping Others
  • Just Let Me Die
  • Depressions Downhill Slope
  • Almost giving up
  • Bipolar Link For Me
  • At The Gym
  • My Broken Brain
  • Gambling Addicts
  • Breathe and you will get through
  • What Would Rose Madder Do?
  • Daily Musings
  • Becoming ME (One Last Attempt)
  • The Shift Part II
  • The Shift
  • Moving Forward
  • Micrdosing While Sick
  • Microdosing San Pedro Day 4
  • Microdosing Day 2
  • Microdosing
  • Summing up my life
  • Damn Dogs!
  • Better Call Saul – Chuck
  • Making Plans
  • Documenting Depression
  • Failing
  • I am the Villain
  • The Move
  • Thursday Thoughts
  • Disability and Laziness
  • Trauma and PTSD
  • The End
  • Ups and downs
  • Not OK today.
  • Options and help
  • Society’s Burden
  • Finding a Way
  • Plant Medicine
  • Thoughts on Motherhood
  • Depressions Return
  • Still Moving Forward
  • Breaking Down or Becoming Whole
  • Someone Else’s Ayahuasca Experience
  • Things I wrote as notes during my journey
  • Narcissistic, Manipulative, Abusive, F*cking B*itch
  • Thoughts of Peru
  • You, my dear, are a Phoenix
  • The End
  • The End
  • Into the Jungle
  • One day until Ayahuasca
  • I Don’t Want to Cry
  • Made it to Lima
  • On My Journey LAX
  • PDX
  • And So My Journey Begins
  • EBV Flare Up
  • 4 Days
  • Just another day
  • The Other Me
  • More sheep talk and the dentist
  • corralling sheep and other daily activities
  • Mornings, My dogs, Weekend, and Peru
  • 12 Hour Layover in Lima
  • Doctor appointment and the brain
  • Posts I started, but nothing more
  • Damnit Depression
  • Is it me or do people suck?
  • The Illnesses that plague humanity
  • I Should…
  • Guilt
  • Gambling Addiction
  • Why I am going to Peru
  • 3 weeks, coffee, and the American dream
  • My Happiness is broken
  • Giving up
  • I want…
  • Leaning towards Suicide again
  • Being Normal
  • Depression -vs- EBV
  • February 3rd, 2018
  • The kid will keep me going
  • January 30, 2018
  • Depression, Hate, and Jealousy
  • The Flu 2018
  • #181 (no title)
  • I hate him
  • Getting worse 01/14/18
  • Tomorrow
  • Body and Soul
  • No good news
  • What even matters?
  • Today 1/9/18
  • Options
  • Options
  • Success Story
  • Intensity of emotions
  • Moving forward
  • Pain
  • Spirituality food theory debunked in one day
  • January 2nd, 2018
  • Ayahuasca my last hope? Or starting on my path?
  • Death
  • Today
  • Insomnia
  • I am crazy
  • I still hate myself
  • A woman’s midlife crisis
  • In my head
  • Going over it in my head
  • Suicide seems the clear answer
  • Today
  • Normalcy
  • Bad day
  • I want junk food!
  • December 17th, 2017
  • My health
  • Plans
  • Pics
  • Medication
  • Thoughts on worthlessness
  • Detox day 3
  • Green Smoothie breakfast
  • Nutrient Density
  • Cleanse/Detox/Fasting
  • Poor
  • I am NOT lazy
  • Another day
  • Refocusing on EBV
  • I understand
  • Gym day 2
  • Day 1 of 6 weeks
  • 9:00 am
  • His lies
  • What am I doing?
  • What if…?
  • Abuse continued
  • Link on abuse
  • Abuse
  • 357 Days
  • Sadness
  • Happiness
  • Taking care of me
  • A plan
  • The Sadness
  • Bipolar Suicide Rate Thoughts
  • Letter to My Daughter
  • 351 Days
  • 352 Days
  • Less writing more doing
  • 365 Days to live or die
  • 365 days until I die
  • 365 days until I die
  • 364 Days Until I die
  • 363 Days Until I Die
  • 362 Days Until I Die
  • 361 Days
  • Link 
  • Enlightenment
  • 360 Days
  • I am not my credit score and other ramblings of my “crazy” mind
  • Downward spiral
  • 360 Days
  • I do believe I should die
  • 359 Days
  • 358 Days
  • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyiZfzbgaW4&feature=share
  • Can’t sleep
  • 356 Days morning
  • Suicide is Not Loud
  • Staying Busy
  • 355 Days
  • 354 Days
  • 354 Days
  • 353 Days
  • Twitter
  • Facebook
  • Google+
  • GitHub
  • WordPress.com
  • Search

My Suicide

Uncategorized

Thoughts on Motherhood

Date: June 4, 2018Author: taaajaca 0 Comments

Share this:

  • Twitter
  • Facebook

Like this:

Like Loading...

Published by taaajaca

View all posts by taaajaca

Post navigation

Previous Previous post: Depressions Return
Next Next post: Plant Medicine

Leave a Reply Cancel reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

Gravatar
WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. ( Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. ( Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. ( Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. ( Log Out /  Change )

Cancel

Connecting to %s

Text Widget

This is a text widget. The Text Widget allows you to add text or HTML to your sidebar. You can use a text widget to display text, links, images, HTML, or a combination of these. Edit them in the Widget section of the Customizer.

© 2020 My Suicide

Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com.

Cancel
Privacy & Cookies: This site uses cookies. By continuing to use this website, you agree to their use.
To find out more, including how to control cookies, see here: Cookie Policy
%d bloggers like this: