On my way to my retreat I have a long layover in Lima. I am currently having a bit of a panic attack over it. If I spoke Spanish I wouldn’t be nervous or worried. I am mad at myself for not becoming fluent in Spanish. I will find a way to figure it out. I won’t spend the entire day sitting in the airport. A part of me wants to, but what would be the adventure in that? I will find a tour to go on and find a place to eat and enjoy myself even if it kills me! Or I won’t and I will sit in the airport all day criticizing myself.