Sitting at the doctors office waiting to see the doctor and not feeling optimistic. I wish I I’d been strong enough to continue working just to have good health insurance. Hate how the medical community looks down on you if you are low income.

And… another western doctor who doesn’t believe in Reactivated Epstein Barr virus. She was visibly shaken by my confession of how bad my depression is. I told her I was having problems with my elbow, she didn’t address it. She was nice, but I am going back to my naturopath. Western medicine can’t/won’t help me. Good thing it is not 2 weeks until I leave for Peru!

Well, I had a lot more I wanted to write today. Some deep thoughts I had early this morning, but I am tired and lacking any desire for anything but sleep now. Goodnight.