I want junk food in a crazy way! But I also don’t. I’m satiated. I drowned my body in veggies and fruits today. I went to the gym. I drank plenty of water. I didn’t feel sad today. Not once. I really like that feeling.

My partner didn’t come home last night due to the Amtrak accident on the freeway. He isn’t coming home again tonight. And I feel bad, but I am happy. I am ready to move onto the next chapter in my life.

I made another veggie and fruit smoothie today. Black rice, sweet potatoes, onions and mushrooms for dinner. I need to run downstairs to the kitchen and take my evening supplements. I am hoping to wake up early and run to the gym tomorrow then come home and list a lot of items on eBay.

I am maybe going to be okay. If I can get through to summer.