My health

I’m going back to the gym on Monday. I have still been eating primarily well. I did use my son’s party as an excuse to have some sweets…

I stopped writing and came up to bed. He turned the tv off and started saying his usual mean things. Saying I used him for the party and now I am being mean again. Not figuring it has anything to do with him questioning me going to Starbucks today. I just want a loving trusting healthy relationship. It’s ridiculous! Then he blamed me for him not sitting down next to me on the couch. Because I didn’t tell the dog to move. He didn’t tell me he wanted to sit down. He is a grown man, he could have told my dog to move and sat down next to me. But he got mad at me for saying that hen started saying more mean things. Then he got up and went to the bathroom. When he came back he cuddled up behind me and put his arm around me. When he moved his hand onto my breast I moved it off of my breast. He got mad at me for that. I said I just don’t want him touching my breast right now and he started saying mean things again. He finally left, walked downstairs while still saying things. At least he let the dogs upstairs so they are now here with me. I wish I had been a smarter woman. I now understand why women go no contact. That is what I need to do. I need to actually do the parenting plan now. Perhaps a trip to Lincoln county is in order to get this done!

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