Ok… time to come up with a plan. Accepting I will never be “normal” and I’m never going to be any younger. By Monday have my office area set up and ready to go. Start making $, put items online and reactivate my Etsy page. Look into finding to begin my mushroom and herb gardens. Finish my PT and nutritionist certifications. Start exercising. Start putting little chunks of money aside so you never have to depend on another man in this lifetime. Figure out how to defy the laws of physics and put money away so you never have to depend on a man in your next lifetime. Email breast implant lawyer. Stop being depressed and stop being sick! Finish paperwork for my mother. Schedule PJ dental work. Do my eyebrows. Get my hair done. Gym membership? Get buff! Go tanning? Stop hating myself! Volunteer somewhere. Get involved!