Depression Over the Years and the Remedies I have tried
Depression, Family Dynamics, and Hope for the Future
Acceptance of Something…
Being Me
Consistency is not my Forte
Feeling Sorry for Myself and Celebrity Suicide
Today I Want to Die
Working through it
Trusting the Universe. A Time for Letting Go
To the New Woman
Can’t Cope, but Coping
She is Dying and I want to Die
Walking My Path
Suicide Sanctuary
Depression, Dating, Exercise, and Doing It All Wrong
Helping Others
Just Let Me Die
Depressions Downhill Slope
Almost giving up
Bipolar Link For Me
At The Gym
My Broken Brain
Gambling Addicts
Breathe and you will get through
What Would Rose Madder Do?
Daily Musings
Becoming ME (One Last Attempt)
The Shift Part II
The Shift
Moving Forward
Micrdosing While Sick
Microdosing San Pedro Day 4
Microdosing Day 2
Microdosing
Summing up my life
Damn Dogs!
Better Call Saul – Chuck
Making Plans
Documenting Depression
Failing
I am the Villain
The Move
Thursday Thoughts
Disability and Laziness
Trauma and PTSD
The End
Ups and downs
Not OK today.
Options and help
Society’s Burden
Finding a Way
Plant Medicine
Thoughts on Motherhood
Depressions Return
Still Moving Forward
Breaking Down or Becoming Whole
Someone Else’s Ayahuasca Experience
Things I wrote as notes during my journey
Narcissistic, Manipulative, Abusive, F*cking B*itch
Thoughts of Peru
You, my dear, are a Phoenix
The End
The End
Into the Jungle
One day until Ayahuasca
I Don’t Want to Cry
Made it to Lima
On My Journey LAX
PDX
And So My Journey Begins
EBV Flare Up
4 Days
Just another day
The Other Me
More sheep talk and the dentist
corralling sheep and other daily activities
Mornings, My dogs, Weekend, and Peru
12 Hour Layover in Lima
Doctor appointment and the brain
Posts I started, but nothing more
Damnit Depression
Is it me or do people suck?
The Illnesses that plague humanity
I Should…
Guilt
Gambling Addiction
Why I am going to Peru
3 weeks, coffee, and the American dream
My Happiness is broken
Giving up
I want…
Leaning towards Suicide again
Being Normal
Depression -vs- EBV
February 3rd, 2018
The kid will keep me going
January 30, 2018
Depression, Hate, and Jealousy
The Flu 2018
#181 (no title)
I hate him
Getting worse 01/14/18
Tomorrow
Body and Soul
No good news
What even matters?
Today 1/9/18
Options
Options
Success Story
Intensity of emotions
Moving forward
Pain
Spirituality food theory debunked in one day
January 2nd, 2018
Ayahuasca my last hope? Or starting on my path?
Death
Today
Insomnia
I am crazy
I still hate myself
A woman’s midlife crisis
In my head
Going over it in my head
Suicide seems the clear answer
Today
Normalcy
Bad day
I want junk food!
December 17th, 2017
My health
Plans
Pics
Medication
Thoughts on worthlessness
Detox day 3
Green Smoothie breakfast
Nutrient Density
Cleanse/Detox/Fasting
Poor
I am NOT lazy
Another day
Refocusing on EBV
I understand
Gym day 2
Day 1 of 6 weeks
9:00 am
His lies
What am I doing?
What if…?
Abuse continued
Link on abuse
Abuse
357 Days
Sadness
Happiness
Taking care of me
A plan
The Sadness
Bipolar Suicide Rate Thoughts
Letter to My Daughter
351 Days
352 Days
Less writing more doing
365 Days to live or die
365 days until I die
365 days until I die
364 Days Until I die
363 Days Until I Die
362 Days Until I Die
361 Days
Link
Enlightenment
360 Days
I am not my credit score and other ramblings of my “crazy” mind
Downward spiral
360 Days
I do believe I should die
359 Days
358 Days
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Can’t sleep
356 Days morning
Suicide is Not Loud
Staying Busy
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